the Power of Words: fun pun "rumours" #itcouldkillyou

bas 2 neg tim zuil bgan. 

if i do the things i wanna do Exactly how i wanna do it, 

i might get   rumours 

about me 

u know good and bad. and everything. 

the problem is, 

why im alwyas holding back is 

i being cha0s or Drama. to any random ppls life or to any situation i go near and encounter./

i dont rly enjoy when my fav ppl argue and end up fighting with each other. 

some would jealous of me, bcuz im kinda "born with this energy stuff/shit idk." {ts stupid to be jelous about if u end up thinking aboutthem all these reasons. tho no kidding here.}

which it only benefits them in thier way. but not the same for me. 

i

feel so down, or hurt about "it being happen" 

everytime i "socialize". lets just put it dat way. 

its kinda my own fear that i kinda got "traumatized" bcuz of the effect, and the aftermath. 

i just make ppl split up.. 

and i dont like seeing ppl ..bad to each other.. and fight, 

or argue.. 

(tho i do have understood now /afterall I'm becoming an adult/ that its a "healthy" thing and really a NORUMAL thing and its okay after it.. happens.. 

im so scared ugh. 

2. oh forgot the main point: 

i dont wanna bad things happen to me again. 

esp. 

a. **0*****

b. blablabla still im not saying*

c. ~

d. ~

e. har tsagan hel am hurehees aijeen. tsaargaljenn* 

actually. 

ene zuil bolohor danda mni ajil bvtedgu. bvr danda shv. 

thats why im jobless. 

a proper 9to5 mundane job! xd 

i rly dont wanna recieve these. 

thats why im not putting my full into what im doing. "mostly" 

#superstitionisnojoke. 

(getel, all these Quotes saying "dont be afraid of blabla" especially, Dont be afraid of what ppl think about u/or what ppl *WiLL* talk about u" 

i dont usually dont give eff, 

but the consequences n quantum effects of these ppl rumouring about is not F.U.N. 

period

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